ORD date is drawing near...

hmm....

i dunno if it's the lord's will or what... but it seems that i'm indespensible where ever i go... sigh.... why??? why me??

i don't have the mood that the rest have.. the mentality that i wanna get out of here.... why?? is it because of my ideals and my expectations and my life goals?? I think if I was to embark on something i believe in/was forced to, then the thing should be done wholeheartedly.. The effort put in may not be recognised, but you know you'll never cheat yourself.... That's what's most important... it's not what others see in you, but what you do which ultimately pleases our Father.... although, sometimes it may go against the wished of your own parents...

hmm... prayer requests...
1) to be able to prepare for my handing over smoothly
2) to be able to cope with the fact that i'm leaving for a foreign land...
3) Pray for my knowledge and ablility to recall what i need to bring over, and not miss out anything..
4) Pray for my family, as we embark on this change... my brother, who's going to have the room to himself instead of sharing.. my mom, who's coming with me.. my dad, who's taking care of logistics in singapore... my grandmas, as her first grandson is going overseas for the 1st time by himself, her health.... my aunts..
5) Pray for my friends, who may or may not know that i'm going...
6) Pray for gp, ddb, ddk... (ha.. sorry galv.. learnt from u..) that these three brothers of mine grow in the love of God..
7) pray for Vani, Cellin, Venus... that these three friends stay close to me.. we've gone through thick and thin...
8) pray for my church english service... we're experiencing a glut now... pray that the church becomes a spirit filled driven church...

I guess that's all now...