A chapter closes

another chapter of my life has ended.. is it a good thing? bang bang bang, pri school, then secondary school, then OI, then CJC, then bang into army, and discharged, then bang into university... and while i haven't graduated from undergrad, i got banged into post grad... hmmm.. i keep going bang bang bang.. will i shut down soon??

Is it back to the land of rising sun, or is it down under for me? where has God planned me to be?? Is this my real test of being independent, and living life like a westerner (moving out of home, etcetc), yet maintaining the same level of closeness with family?

so many thoughts, yet I feel a sense of accomplishment.. a sense of His grace.. a sense that i've been so blessed... supportive parents, an awesome brother, close knitted relatives, understanding khakis... like what Galvs said.. this group has been hand picked by Pa and without His grace it would probably have been just like any acquaintance...

Just crossing my fingers till July 9, nono not my birthday, but the day results are released.. this has probably been my worst semester ever, and my confidence in myself is greatly diminished...

Anyways, whatever will be will be.... looking forward to visits from relatives, LZG and my parents.. and also the trip to WA... till the next post...